haiz...

Today i got a lot of thing i wan to tel u...
but i noe u too tired...
i hav to b understanding...
i noe... n i m trying to...
but... don noe y stil feeling sumthing lik tat...
recently feel lik u less care me dy...
my own nonsense feeling again?
i tink too much?
or its reli happen?
i don noe...
mayb stress from exam gua...
but i m sure u very love me... whahhahah...

n to tat bastard... i m soli to cal u lik tat...
but u juz too iritating for me...
can u pls don disturb me anymore...
do u noe i hav to gone through how much to forget everything...
do u noe how much i hate u... n how much i scare u...
even me myself couldnt imagine if 1 day i saw u at street wat will i do...
scold u? slap u? or even both of tat... blek... bodohxxx

Sick...

Some ppl say when 1 person sick, de person will alwiz tink nonsense n some negative things...
oso got ppl say when sick, de person will cry without reason...
yup... i m totally agree now...
tis few days cough non-stop + flu...
cough until wan vomit dy... tears oso come out...
wan sleep cannot sleep... wan study cannot study...
even go class oso cannot concentrate wat de teacher is talking...
only cough during de class...
go work do wrong thing... kena scold...
come back home at nite very tired wan to sleep oso cannot sleep...
then mid nite alone lying on de bed cannot sleep tink nonsense again...
then tears automatic come out... cry for no reasons...
haiz...

Wrong thinking

What you think correct it may be wrong to others.
That's what happened to me today.
I thought i do everything to you is helping you.
But today only i know that i was totally wrong.
I help you do everything you will only think me grab all the things to do.
U thought i think you was useless.
But i didn't mean that!!!
I just wanted to help you since you say you scare to do it.
I wrong??? I don't know. Maybe......

Recently don't know why so stupid.
Do everything thing also wrong.
whenever i put much effort into something, that thing will never come as you wish.
haiz...................
Speechless...