Tears come from where???

Yesterday go yum cha with Joel...
When i saw him i was shock because i realise than i had a long long time didnt see him already...
He now change to be more mature...
Not only his look but his thinking as well...
Talk a lot of thing with him...
I can feel that he very fan...
Haha... good luck to u ba...
There is some thing that only you yourself can help yourself...

The same night we argue...
Don't know for what...
"I cant feel this from you" coming out from de msn screen than we chatting...
suddenly my heart so pain...
How can u say this to me...
After a while brother come back...
So i go back to my room and call him...
Talk half way suddenly tears come out...
Huh... Actually hate myself to cry because after cry feel eye so pain...
Talk talk and talk realise its actually not like what i think...
Wahahahhah... Funny...
After finish talk suddenly i remember last few weeks yee ask me did i know where tears come from...
She tells me that she wanted to refill her tears because she used too much dy... Wahahahaha
That time i don't know how to answer her...
Yesterday i really wanted to know the answer...
But i don wanted to refill... i wanted to take it out because i don want to cry anymore...
aisk.... so stupid...
crapping de blog...
finish here... blek... tata

Lastly, anyone know the answer please tell me wo...whahaahhahaha...

July...

Almost 1 month i didn't update my blog.
I am not busy. Just lazy.
So in this post i am going to write out what i have did in this whole month of July.
First weekend, i spend it at PD and Malacca with my dear, bee, yik hui and joe yee.
Kinda fun at there. Haha. But picture that took with my hp couldn't upload into computer.
Don't know what happen. Haiz. Most of the picture with bee but now don't have the chance to go her house take. I will upload after i got the picture if i am not lazy. Wahahhahah

2nd week nth special happen...

3rd weekend follow my dear go PD again to attend his friend's wedding dinner.
That mean in this month went to PD twice. But this time didn't go beach.

Yesterday, 21st July, went to GK drink beer wit bee, yh, yee, ang, ben and mun.
Kinda happy actually. After that don't know who's stupid idea wanna go sing K.
That time already 12.30am.
Then after pay the bill we straight zoom..... reach times square dy. wahahahhaha
Then started to sing. Long long time didn't sing until so happy.
Erm... maybe i can say that this time is the most happiest time i sing with them.
Everybody was so "sot".
No stress at there. Scream out everything.
Although at the end a bit tired, but ang, bee and me are the top 3 again. Wahahhahaha.
But too sad, after sing no money wan pay bill. Hehe.
I only bring out 15 bucks thought we only going to drink at GK should be enough.
Wahahhahaha. Mun, i owe u 1st a. hehe.
Finish sing already 4am. Reach home 4.30am. Tired and prepare to sleep.
But before sleep, get scolded. Aisk.....

Today, 22th July, get scolded again. Continue from yesterday before i sleep. Wahahahhah.
He finish scold me, my turn to scold.
How dare he forgot today is what date.
Haiz. Every month also forgot.

That day, i saw some picture from facebook.
It's my friend wearing the graduate gown in convocation.
Sad plus jealous feeling come out deep from my heart.
Wanted to click inside to see more picture.
But don't know why don't feel like wanted to see.
Huh... Don't know what am i thinking.
Congrats to my friends that graduated.

Yee... Remember friends are always there.
Don't simply give up.
Better future are waiting for u.

Kenyang...

Today go to work at Kasturi.
A lot of thing happen which make me "kenyang".
Wahahhahaha...
1st of all say 1 strange thing 1st.
Today i go to bank in some cheque at Maybank.
On the way, i saw a guy purposely throw him wallet on floor.
At 1st i thought he was just drop his wallet without his notice.
So i plan to call him to tell him that his wallet was drop.
But after i think a while, i notice that he is not drop his wallet, but he purposely throw his wallet.
When i walk near to him, he looking at me with a very fierce face.
So i decided to change my mind. Don't want to care him.
When i go to have my lunch only i can think that maybe that wallet is stolen from other people.

Another thing that make me more kenyang is today i leave Kasturi at sharp 7.10pm.
Have to go back early because according to Shanny there is a bin tai lou in that building that like to show his "brother" out inside life.
Wahahahhah... scare betul.
I reach KL sentral was just around 7.30pm.
I was so happy because i thought i will be able to reach home before 8.30pm.
I became more excited when i was going down to platform i saw a Rawang train is already there waiting for me.
But too bad that Rawang train did not stop at Kepong.
So i don't want to go in.
But after that there was an announcement announcing that another Rawang train will only come 30 minute later.
Hmmm... So i decided to take that train that didnt stop at Kepong to Kepong Sentral.
Then only i change train back to Kepong.
Clever hor... Wahahhaha...
Ok... Well... I reach Kepong Sentral dy. The time was 7.55pm.
8.20pm train to seremban came. With my happy mood i get in de train.
I stil able to reach Kepong before 8.30pm. Happy hor.
But then when de train reach Kepong, the train didnt slow down.
Of coz not slow down sure not stop lo.
OMG... I m taking back that limited stop train again.
Swt... Haiz... I have to go down from Putra and change back another train to Kepong.
You all say kenyang or not. Haiz.
I reach my home sweet home that time was already 9pm++.......

i prefer study now

Today went for an interview.
Feeling so scare but excited at the same time.
3pm i go out from my house with well prepare.
I dress so nicely and formal to build my confident.
After photostat all the related cert and my IC, my brother fetch me to Metro Prima.
When my brother and me saw the company's signboard, my heart begin to beats fast.
So damn scare. But i tell myself be brave.
At last i go up to find a person names Miko.
They ask me to go up 1 more floor.
Then reach the person who names Miko's room.
She ask me to fill in a form.
I forgot to bring pen and have to borrow from her. So paiseh.
When i fill in the form, she call another person through phone and ask "just now that person u hire already or not?"
That mean except me still got another person who coming for the interview.
Started to feel my chance become lesser.
After i fill in the form, she ask me to introduce myself in 10 minute.
But i speak not even 1 minute i started to blank. Don't know what can i tell anymore.
Then she say "like that only a? You don't have experience and u expect your salary in RM50 perday?" Huh. Don't know what can i answer her.
Then she look at my cert and my result. "Your english get A. You try to introduce yourself again using english."
I say back the same thing. Huh... wuwu
Then she say ask me go back to wait for call and if success i need to attend a second interview.
As u know, normally when people say go back wait for call normally is saying u go find another job ba. Wahahhahhaha.
But nevermind. I think i prefer study now.
Concentrate to finish clear all my paper before i find another job again.

TarC... I m back

Today finally i go back to TarC after 1 month plus holiday.
Now i was in CITC of TarC. Too boring dy.
At first plan to go study in library while waiting for yee and ang for lunch.
But i was just too lazy. My laziness is killing me once again. Haiz.
This morning take bus to TarC. The first time take bus to TarC ler.
A bit excited. Somemore much more cheaper than train ler.
Take train need RM9.20 for a day while bus just need RM2 perday ler.
So "dai". whahahahah. But of cause got good sure got bad ma.
Take bus much more san fu than train lo especially to those who hard to keep herself balance just like me... Today almost fall down when the bus started to move.
Luckily Yee was holding me.
So paiseh. Wuwu
While at Titiwangsa wait another bus to come to change bus go TarC also lo.
Air pollution everywhere because it is KL area. What to do. If stand 1 week at there sure life shorter few more years.
But nvm. Next time i also will consider take bus again because it's really cheap. Haha
Just now go to my Business Law class. Teach by that Praba again.
Huh. My CLG fail because of him also.
Haha. I fail dy sure blame others lo. But his teaching skill really sucks.
Haiz. But it just starting. I stil have to pass through 3 month.
Good luck lo... muck... whahhahhah... too lonely dy... kiss myself

Eh... After i publish this post only i notice today me and dear together 200 days dy ler.
So i edit again. haha. Happy thing sure need say out de ma.
Dear... Got what want tell me jek... whahhahaha
But if you today didn't read this post then me kenyang lo.
Wuwu. Ok. I don't want tell go come read. Tell you no meaning dy.
I want you come read by yourself. Blek... whahahaah
Dear... I wait you a... hehe... whahhaahhah

Part 2
This part 2 is written at night after i reach home from TarC.
Huh... The journey from TarC back Kepong much more san fu than going to TarC that time.
The Titiwangsa pack of people especially malays and "foreigners".
So scare. After wait for so long finally the bus we waited come.
Inside the bus me and yee sit behind. huh... Nearly cannot breath.
Then we thought the in front that person want go down from bus already.
So me and yee decided to move in front.
Huh... This time i really fall down ler.. Really paiseh. Wuwu.
Finally when we reach kepong i was so damn tired.
After bath and have my dinner i nearly fall asleep at sofa while watching movie.
Cham lo. Sure fat again. Haiz.
Oh ya... Today i tested my blood pressure at TarC.
The person who tested me say i not enough sleep not enough exercise.
He say i low blood pressure wo... Wahahahhahha
But kinda accurate also.
Ok. I want KAM FEI... Blek... Wahahaha
Keep fit what to do with my low blood pressure ler.
But i dont care that blood pressure. I just don't want so fat.
Hehe